Is it not faithful to block out all the music

To pretend like none of it ever happened

To let the blueness of my heart fade back into pink

Or red…whatever color that’s meant to represent love

Is it wrong to say that I have given up?

Not on myself but on humanity as a whole

I no longer feel connected but stole

As though my soul has been ripped from inside of me

I feel small

Not in size – although that may be a factor as well-

No I feel mentally small

Because my mind keeps closing in on me

As these thoughts keep telling me to forget he,

Him, her…them

Forget their words of encouragement

Their applauds, their handshakes and so forth

Just forget them all


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