I need to breathe…

That nauseous feeling I have isn’t comforting at all

It’s a mixture of disgust, nervousness and confusion

I am disgusted at myself for being so confused about how nervous you make me

I want to rescue my soul and let it roam free

But as soon as I see you stand there in front of me, I freeze

Not like an ice berg, no I freeze minus the cold

Sweating all over from all the running I’ve been doing in your mind

My lips have turned purple from all the life you’ve sucked out of them

So it makes me feel like it’s time

I wish I could rewind, remind myself of how it used to be

How I used to breathe…because I need to breathe


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s